xPine

triivials (https://www.deviantart.com/triivials)

it feels weird because i just don't... connect with that part of myself anymore? drawing used to be ingrained in my life and i used to love it but i don't feel much need for it anymore or can even connect with that previous creativity i used to have. it just doesn't feel like me at all. it's strange. i think that side of me came from the people around me, mostly. i saw my friends get better and better and draw for fun and it inspired me to keep going and pursuing that ~art path. for awhile last year i kind of considered going to art school too. that seems so far away now. i don't have really any real friends or connections via internet anymo

one direction laugh track plays in the background i really everyone is doing well on here. idk if i'm ever gonna use dA again (or even draw like i used to for some time) so honestly idk. i haven't drawn seriously in months, let alone really doodle. it's been extremely busy and a bit of an emotional roller coaster as of late and real life is starting to whack me in the face. i really love you guys, and hope life is going good for everyone.